Conversation with zo8xcujnrfsd at 2005-05-07 12:09:31 on deathz0r (aim)
(12:09:31) zo8xcujnrfsd: heh
(12:09:52) zo8xcujnrfsd: deathz0r
(12:11:03) d EAT HZ 0r: heh
(12:11:10) d EAT HZ 0r: why
(12:11:29) zo8xcujnrfsd: because i'm an idiot
(12:11:40) zo8xcujnrfsd: first
(12:11:51) zo8xcujnrfsd: i didn't really think of how much people would be offended
(12:11:59) zo8xcujnrfsd: and secondly i didn't think of how big an impact it would have on everone
(12:12:08) d EAT HZ 0r: well come on
(12:12:12) d EAT HZ 0r: you imitated someone who was DEAD
(12:12:28) zo8xcujnrfsd: yeah
(12:12:29) zo8xcujnrfsd: i know 
(12:12:33) zo8xcujnrfsd: i totally was thinking at the time
(12:12:38) zo8xcujnrfsd: i just thought it would be funny so i did it
(12:12:53) zo8xcujnrfsd: did you see my apology
(12:12:59) d EAT HZ 0r: i read it
(12:13:09) zo8xcujnrfsd: did you paste it in #zdaemon?
(12:13:18) d EAT HZ 0r: naut did
(12:13:22) d EAT HZ 0r: i was at school the entire time
(12:13:23) zo8xcujnrfsd: what did they say?
(12:13:42) d EAT HZ 0r: heh
(12:13:47) d EAT HZ 0r: i have to check my logs
(12:14:00) zo8xcujnrfsd: are you pissed?
(12:14:09) d EAT HZ 0r: most of it is off my screen
(12:14:16) d EAT HZ 0r: well
(12:14:23) d EAT HZ 0r: the first thing i read was you doing it
(12:14:26) d EAT HZ 0r: i got pissed off at that
(12:14:32) d EAT HZ 0r: then i read what was being said in #zdaemon
(12:14:42) d EAT HZ 0r: people were insulting UD as a whole
(12:14:47) zo8xcujnrfsd: yeah
(12:14:50) d EAT HZ 0r: and raider posted your ip in #zdaemon without second though
(12:14:51) zo8xcujnrfsd: that's what i feel the most bad about
(12:14:54) d EAT HZ 0r: that pissed me off even more
(12:15:00) zo8xcujnrfsd: UD getting blamed for it
(12:15:15) d EAT HZ 0r: but
(12:15:28) d EAT HZ 0r: then i read some private conversations between thunder and trigger
(12:15:35) d EAT HZ 0r: and now i don't even know what to think anymore
(12:15:45) zo8xcujnrfsd: what do you mean?
(12:15:58) d EAT HZ 0r: some of the stuff i read made me feel an emotion
(12:16:09) zo8xcujnrfsd: what do you mean
(12:16:14) zo8xcujnrfsd: i actually have no idea who thunder is
(12:16:18) zo8xcujnrfsd: except she died.
(12:16:23) d EAT HZ 0r: ok
(12:16:25) d EAT HZ 0r: first off
(12:16:31) d EAT HZ 0r: she's [DUI]Vampy's sister
(12:16:32) d EAT HZ 0r: secondly
(12:16:44) d EAT HZ 0r: she was going to get married to [DUI]niv a few days after she died
(12:17:02) zo8xcujnrfsd: ugh why am i so stupid
(12:17:11) d EAT HZ 0r: and niv was around when you did it
(12:17:24) zo8xcujnrfsd: ugh
(12:17:43) d EAT HZ 0r: and to make matters worse
(12:17:48) d EAT HZ 0r: ralph wants to kick you out because of this
(12:17:53) d EAT HZ 0r: to quote
(12:17:58) zo8xcujnrfsd: yeah i know
(12:18:01) zo8xcujnrfsd: naut told me that
(12:18:08) zo8xcujnrfsd: so i take it ralph is really pissed
(12:18:18) d EAT HZ 0r: we don't want to kick you out
(12:18:26) d EAT HZ 0r: but we might be forced to
(12:19:00) zo8xcujnrfsd: what was some of the stuff that made you so emotional
(12:19:48) d EAT HZ 0r: [17:18] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121602:124002) 02([s]thunder02) and we're seeing about getting married
[17:18] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121602:124002) 02([Trigger]02) i knew it
[17:18] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121602:124202) 02([Trigger]02) woot
[17:18] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121602:124202) 02([s]thunder02) NEXT week
(12:19:53) d EAT HZ 0r: that was a week before she died
(12:20:21) d EAT HZ 0r: [17:19] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121702:122102) 02([s]thunder02) we'll plan a ceremony when i graduate college
[17:19] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121702:122602) 02([s]thunder02) we just cant wait to be married
[17:19] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121702:123102) 02([s]thunder02) so - court house it is
[17:19] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121702:123302) 02([Trigger]02) yeah im in the same boat
(12:20:30) d EAT HZ 0r: [17:19] <[T]rigger]> 02(122102:121702:125702) 02([s]thunder02) yeah feels great to be head over heels

(12:20:44) zo8xcujnrfsd: ugh
(12:20:57) d EAT HZ 0r: [17:28] <[T]rigger]> here i can tell u something else thats fucked up
[17:28] <[T]rigger]> i was playing world of warcraft
[17:28] <[T]rigger]> u knowi got vampy to play the game too
[17:28] <[T]rigger]> hes in my guild there
[17:28] <[T]rigger]> well we have a ventrilo server
[17:28] <[T]rigger]> the same night niv and her agreed to get engaged
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> she signed on ventrilo
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> not knowing anyone thats on there
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> just looking for me
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> comes out of the blue under vampys name
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> " hey trigger, we did it....we got our ring ! , u were right...this is so awesome, hurry and come to irc..."
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> in front of 50 ppl
[17:29] <[T]rigger]> dimoose heard it
[17:30] <[T]rigger]> i goto sleep
[17:30] <[T]rigger]> didnt make it to irc in time she had fell asleep
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> i wake up round 10 pm
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> this was saturday
[17:31] <deathz0r[T]> mhm
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> when she told me
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> i wake up sunday
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> 10pm
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> to find out she died
[17:31] <[T]rigger]> couldnt believe it
(12:21:12) d EAT HZ 0r: i hope all of that pasted
(12:21:35) zo8xcujnrfsd: i thought she was just some random doomer
(12:22:03) d EAT HZ 0r: what was the last line i pasteD?
(12:22:10) zo8xcujnrfsd: [17:31] <[T]rigger]> couldnt believe it
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(12:22:12) d EAT HZ 0r: heh
(12:22:13) d EAT HZ 0r: ok
(12:22:21) zo8xcujnrfsd: so is ralph pissed?
(12:22:31) d EAT HZ 0r: [17:32] <[T]rigger]> the last thing she said to me was
[17:32] <[T]rigger]> 02(122202:124602:123402) 02([s]thunder02) u around?
[17:32] <[T]rigger]> 02(122302:121602:120202)    02 —›12 quit: 02(12[s]thunder02) (12vampys-sis@pcp03698993pcs.wchstr01.pa.comcast.net02)
(12:22:32) zo8xcujnrfsd: i remember right after it ace thought it was funny
(12:22:33) d EAT HZ 0r: somewhat
(12:23:29) zo8xcujnrfsd: why was raider telling ralphis to "deal with it"?
(12:23:48) d EAT HZ 0r: raider meant that he wanted you out of UD
(12:23:52) d EAT HZ 0r: before things got worse for us
(12:24:19) zo8xcujnrfsd: they went crazy in #zdaemon
(12:24:31) zo8xcujnrfsd: some DUI guy wanted to ban all comcast users, even though he was one
(12:24:59) zo8xcujnrfsd: well
(12:25:12) zo8xcujnrfsd: i'm going away from the summer soon anyways
(12:25:19) zo8xcujnrfsd: so just kick me out
(12:25:26) d EAT HZ 0r: heh
(12:25:30) d EAT HZ 0r: i don't want to
(12:25:39) zo8xcujnrfsd: why
(12:25:46) d EAT HZ 0r: because i believe your apology
(12:25:49) d EAT HZ 0r: even if nobody else does
(12:26:10) zo8xcujnrfsd: i know but it will make thing better for everyone
(12:26:55) zo8xcujnrfsd: heh
(12:27:17) zo8xcujnrfsd: even though like i said in my apology i'd be the first to make fun of someone getting all worked up about stuff on the internet
(12:27:22) zo8xcujnrfsd: i felt like crap after i did it
(12:27:29) zo8xcujnrfsd: and i tried to go to bed but i couldn't
(12:27:38) zo8xcujnrfsd: and (not to sound all emo) but i felt i had to write it
(12:34:06) d EAT HZ 0r: heh
(12:35:07) zo8xcujnrfsd: heh
(12:37:12) zo8xcujnrfsd: just kick me out if everyone is all upset about it
(12:37:24) d EAT HZ 0r: almost everyone is
(12:38:49) zo8xcujnrfsd: fine i resign or something from 
(12:38:49) zo8xcujnrfsd: ud
(12:38:49) zo8xcujnrfsd: (just keep a spot open for me later)
(12:38:51) zo8xcujnrfsd logged out.